Nerve’s up! August 2, 2008

My granma’s stil mad at me. She’s here now, downstairs. Working out sum probs with my house maid. Ugh I can hear how hard is that! Well yeah my house maid did a realy sigh-ing mistake today. She left the house uncleaned, went chit chatting with sum neighbors, while my mum was dammmm bz with my lil bro. Then when my mum asked her things, she GOT MAD at my mum!!! even I CAN’T accept that. So granma came, pour anger outta her. Is she crying? Gosh, I don’t know. I better be not get into this prob. Mine’s much enough already…

So now I’ve got this nerve pumped up. How should I deal with my granma?

Okay okay, sum days ago-and as she said, as always-I argued with her. You know I’ve been situated with this kinda debate-and I LOVE it-thus sometimes it’s just sigh-ing blended up in my daily life with parents. I know it’s bad but, sometimes you just can’t handle it that yu’re outta control of yourself. I’ve been situated to be as critical as I can. But still I shouldnt have treated my parents like my debate opponents…

Yeah. here we go. I don’t wanna be a coward, I will apologize. I will go downstair and hug her, kiss her, show her that I love her even more than I love debating, that I was just outta my control. But after this house-maid drama.

I know I know I don’t seem like realy doing it. But I will.

So-maybe-see you after the drama!

*hope everything’s gonna be alright*